The serpent and the fire….the shed scales ….rebirth in the garden…absolution has no center…I’m a hold out on the good life…wait and find me in the next phase…God is elusive…The self is a better bet…play the long odds…fuck it, Buy The Ticket, Take The Ride….Enter apocalypse…this is how I roll…without sight…without touch…without feel…Intuition is the only muse…the world didn’t let me down, I set it on fire…I have no regrets….Every time it hurt the most, I found my strength a little more…Abstraction is my playground…Reality is the night sky…Best moment I ever shared alone in the arms of nature…I wish upon a star…I fuck it all away…I lose on purpose…I lie like a habit that needs to be properly developed so that it can be used for artistic purposes…I used to believe in Utopia…now I cry out for stability…This is my first try at tomorrow…yesterday was a daydream I never woke up from…Moths are flying on my screen…I am the Bug Man…here comes the next wave…I did the whole black phase…it left me empty…I need a chalice to sip from…I need an inferno to swallow…

I don’t have a notebook handy…I don’t have a pen to suck dry…all I have is cold metal keys…so I’ll use them…abuse them…fuck them…drive them to the abyss…rise them up to God…I need a better high life…I follow rabbits down the hole for fun…I am conspiracy incarnate…I am the harsh truth set to jazz…I found my core in the heart of entropy…I was born to be alone…Facts reincarnate…Circles are cycles are rhythms are vibrations are frequencies are nothingness are everything…Easy on the eyes…Hard on the mind…Broken…Haloed…God struck…Nasty…Brutal…With a heart of pure gold…

The next day languished in its wanton desire to come alive…the future was aborted in a flash wave sent from Horus…The dance was primal…The Phoenix laughed in my face when I asked it to rise…So I went and did that shit myself…Trust not…Sing not…Wait not…Speak no…Hear no…See no…Evil is my enemy…Righteousness sucks my tongue dry…Jesus is my best friend…Buddha pointed me toward the flowers…The Tao is just a dream…but so is everything else…